What kind of breed of dogs were they Feld? Animals have that way with us and our hearts. Sometimes I rather be with my dogs than with people.
A few years ago, I had to put my beagle, Janie Dog, to sleep because the she had cancer and it was spreading too fast and she was in soo much pain. My hubby was soo upset that he could'nt go in the room when it was being done. I had to be in the room because there was no way that I was leaving her alone with strangers in her last moments (even though it was our vet that we had for years). Even to this day, I miss Janie Dog more than I miss some of my own family members who passed away.
Can you get them back or is that part of the "deal"? Can you at least get to visit them?