There is a daughter of a patient here who is giving me deja vu. Just like I did, she is trying so hard to take care of her Mother, not understanding anything and just so confused. When I was taking care of my Mother I was terrified and seeing other people like this pisses me off. I don't understand why health care is such a secret. If I had known what I know now My Mother would have had a better end of life and I would have had a life. I have a tremendous amount of anger about this. It's one of the major reasons I got into this....helping people avoid what I went through. I think I have somewhat, I hope.